Restore

Lies and silence have made it so that I can't keep up.
A fast pace breaking me down and I just want to give up.
Learning and trying are two things that go hand in hand,
but little cracks have made me not able to stand.

One step in front of another will cause me to fall from the sky,
I'll turn around before I leave so that I can say goodbye.
I'm looking for a safe place to begin to fall apart
Somewhere to begin the process of breaking apart.

Rosy glasses and happy faces will cover my pain
Leaving lies, alibies, fires fly, begin to become insane
It's a choice that I need to have to bring reality
Pulling away, so you can know what I mean

The rules don't apply on me, the tables are turned
"I'm trying to pull myself away, but I can't escape"
I'll oblige, but's it is all an obligation
"I'm trying to pull myself away, but I can't escape"

I'll be the last, you will see
All the way down it's broken me.
In the morning, when I finally turn around
Two, One stands lifted from ashes in ground

I'm not the same going through growing pains
But I will be the better, I'll be unashamed
So much has gone completely misunderstood
But I'm beginning to understand what's truly good.

I have something to say, and I need to say it now.
This is what I've been waiting for
The shadows revealed what's hidden before
I have something to say, and I need to say it now...

I love you.