What the hell?

It sure did take a long time to get here.
Sometimes I wonder what plans God has in store. I can't say that I am doubting them. I don't think that's what it is.
The question that I have is, "why do I feel so held back?"
The question that I have is, "why is it taking such a long time?"

Then again, it's taking such a long time that I am starting to think that it is something pathetic, something so insignificant, so mundane; it's something so stupid.

What the hell?